“In my marriage, my husband has retroactive jealousy and fixates on my previous relationships—is this a common issue?” It’s a question I’ve asked myself countless times, especially during moments when his fixation seems to overshadow the love and connection we’ve built together.

When we first started dating, he seemed confident and secure, excited about our future. But as our relationship deepened, so did his curiosity about my past. What began as casual questions slowly morphed into a persistent fixation. He wanted to know everything—how serious my past relationships were, how they ended, and whether I still thought about the men I once loved. His questions weren’t just about understanding me better; they were a way for him to compare himself to them, to measure whether he “stacked up.”

At first, I tried to dismiss his concerns, thinking they’d pass. But they didn’t. His jealousy seemed to grow, fueled by his insecurities and an unrealistic need for validation. Sometimes, he’d bring up my past during arguments, using it as a weapon to express his feelings of inadequacy. Other times, he’d brood in silence, caught in his own thoughts, leaving me feeling confused and frustrated.

I’ve learned that retroactive jealousy isn’t uncommon, though its intensity varies from person to person. For my husband, it stems from a fear of not being enough—a fear that someone from my past might have left a mark on me that he cannot surpass.

We’ve started to address this together, recognizing that it’s not just his problem, but something that affects us both. Therapy has helped him unpack his insecurities and understand that my past is not a threat to our present. I’ve also learned to approach his feelings with patience and empathy, reassuring him that he is the person I choose every single day.

Is this a common issue? Maybe not for everyone, but for us, it’s part of the journey. What matters is that we face it together, with love and a commitment to grow stronger through it.