I’m a stay at home mom and have been since my kids were born. Pretty stereotypical housewife story as far as my life is concerned. Until recently. For whatever reason, over the past year, I have become addicted to online porn and sex stories. That’s how I found this page. I wish that was my only confession. The bigger confession I have is that two weeks ago, after 30 years of marriage, I cheated on my husband.

I took our two dogs for a walk in the park down the street. As I entered onto the path, a younger guy, maybe 20ish, clearly home from school, ran past me with his shirt off and body just shining in the sun. I’ve read stories and seen movies that start this way and some very dirty thoughts entered my brain. I walked down the path further and this boy ran by again. My brain was mush as he smiled at me as he passed me.

After about an hour, my dogs and I walked down the path towards my car. As I got nearer to my car, he was sitting on the pavement behind his car, right next to mine, stretching, and I about lost it. My dogs walked towards him and he petted them as he said hi to me. I could feel his eyes going up and down my body and my eyes were glued to his lap with the position he was in on the ground. He knew it too. As he stood, my eyes darted down to his crotch and in those shorts, you could see a perfect bump. I knew he had exactly what I needed. As he continued talking to me and petting my dogs, I just blurted out, “would you like to come to my house? I have water there.”

I felt like such an idiot. Water? Anyways, he smiled at me and said, “Water sounds good. What else do you have?” There was no mystery. I just said, “Anything you want. Let’s go.” He followed me to my house, I put the dogs in the basement where it’s cool and their toys are and took this boy upstairs to the guest room and let him have his way with me. He did just that. I thought about everything I’ve read and watched over the past year and felt like a porn star. I don’t know how much he enjoyed it but I was so turned on that when he finally left, I masturbated again before going to check on the dogs.

Sorry for rambling but the past two weeks have been a haze. I have gone to that park three times since then and haven’t seen him yet but I am prepared to do it again if I run into him again.