Edit: I know my English isn’t that good I am not a English speaker so please bear with me

So me and my fiancé have a fairly good relationship for like past 4 we barely had any fights. so like our life was going smooth. then 5 days ago I was in a bar with my 3 friends celebrating that one of my friend got a job and it wasn’t that late (probably 7-8 pm). I had a few too many free drinks and you know how I get cant refuse generous offer.

The bar was full and there was a group of after work men in suits in the table next to ours. I was such a mess giggling and talking loudly so 4 of them engaged in a conversation with me and my friends. We all were talking and drinking and having great time.

Then one of my friend had a call and she had to go and then after 10 minutes one of the guy said today is her daughter birthday so he will have to go too so i asked my other friend if she wanted to go too but she texted me that she wants to stay a bit because she was interested the guy she was talking to and suddenly one of the guy i was talking to whisper why does it look like we three are being kept as a third wheel and we all 3 laughed. And then he asked me hey you guys wanna ditch these two lovebirds and have fun for ourselves i just smiled and look at my watch it was 9 30 pm they both noticed it and ask “hey, do u have to be somewhere?” i said not rn but like at 11 me and my fiancé have a movie night planned at home so one of them laughed and said dont worry we will give him back his wife to be without getting late and we laughed and change our table started drinking and talking bunch of shits about our past and they both were sitting way close to me that there was a time i could feel their breath on my shoulders. But By this point I was very tipsy and im pretty sure I was way too physical with em, like touching there shoulders thighs and other body parts while chatting. And then one of em put his hand on my thighs and lean into me and said hey i dont think we have to sit here and watch those two anymore and asked his friend do we ? to which he replied obviously no we all are adults here we have to get fun for ourselves too and asked me hey do u want to come to my apartment it is nearby and i was too intoxicated by alcohol and these guys touch i said ok and didn’t think about my fiancée and i walked into the apartment where we again drink and talk and one thing led to another i found both of them had their hands on me and playing with my tits and fingering me like crazy i couldn’t helped myself enjoying that and moaned that gives them like full power so they asked me hey do you want to take both of us at one time i said no so they both decided that one will fingered my pussy while other was fondling my tits and fucking my mouth it was so extreme i was gaging for breath then they both take some time eating mu pussy and then one of them asked me did u ever did it raw i said no he said ok we are doing it raw do u have any problem i said no and then he first started slowly in missionary but after that he was ramming it in and i was crying with pain and pleasure he fucked me like a cheap slut and i was enjoying it and in mean time the other guy joined us and started spitroasting i was on cloud 9 that i didn’t notice my fiancé was calling me then one of said hy babe ur man is calling you do you want to pick it up i nodded in no cuz i wan not in my senses then he said ok unlock it i did it and he texted him pretending me that i would be late and i am at friend house and told me babe don’t worry now your fiancé situation is under control now just be a good slut for us now we all be happy and then they both started fucking me taking turn on my mouth and pussy they wanted do anal too but i told them no so they said ok not for today.

After that they both left me IN front of my house in their car and take my no to call me again. after all that i can barely walk my legs were shaking had no energy left when my fiancé saw me he told me wow look like you have enjoyed a lot i just smiled and said sorry to him that i am late he said its ok you don’t go out much with your friends. he asked me if i still wanted to have fun with him i told him not today. i am not proud of what i did because i love my fiancé but the scary part is not that i enjoyed it But i wanted to have it more.