{"id":1296,"date":"2024-02-29T20:20:18","date_gmt":"2024-02-29T20:20:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/?p=1296"},"modified":"2024-02-29T20:20:18","modified_gmt":"2024-02-29T20:20:18","slug":"i-dont-know-if-i-can-forgive-my-mom","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/?p=1296","title":{"rendered":"I don\u2019t know if i can forgive my mom.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1297\" src=\"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/full_size_1600928440-250b02f1740bf847340f0fe205dc6423-600x324-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"324\" srcset=\"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/full_size_1600928440-250b02f1740bf847340f0fe205dc6423-600x324-1.jpg 600w, https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/full_size_1600928440-250b02f1740bf847340f0fe205dc6423-600x324-1-300x162.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><br \/>\nI\u2019m a 16 year old female who lives with my mom for the time being until my dad gets back on his feet so i could come and stay with him. Ever since i started staying with my mom she\u2019s already caused stress on me by body shaming me,saying my dad failed me at raising me,i\u2019m junky,and more. Me and my mom never really had a tight bond because she used to abuse me and at 12 i started to harm myself because it was the only way i knew how to cope..my dad actually helped me get out of those ways and started taking me to therapy and it was great i even became 3 years clean and i\u2019m so proud of myself. On Tuesday my mom picked me up from work yelling telling me how she hates taking care of me,she can\u2019t wait to get rid of me,and that I\u2019m ungrateful because my friend told me i\u2019m always welcomed to stay with her. I should add that i have a job because my mom \u2018can\u2019t afford me\u2019. So i have to basically take care of myself by buying clothes,underwear,perfume,soap,and hair. My dad drives trucks over the road so he\u2019s always in different states yet he still sends me 100$ weekly so i can buy things i need. My mom says my dad doesn\u2019t do shit for me and that he\u2019s always making her do everything for me which isn\u2019t true. On that Tuesday night my mom made me so upset to the point i was crying and trembling as i was doing that i tried to find something sharp and i did which obviously took a wide turn. My mom came in the room just to yell at me and my Nana came in to aid me and comfort me while all my mom did was say \u201cYou got issues and I can\u2019t handle that,i have my own issues to deal with so why would i deal with yours?\u201d I was so hurt because instead of an apology she just invalidated me and basically said she didn\u2019t care enough to care for my mental health. After that she hid the knifes and razors from me and i was sort of annoyed but i did it to myself and Wednesday night she came home and hugged me and she said that she was sorry and she doesn\u2019t know how to react or deal with something like that. I wanted to cry because I don\u2019t know how to feel about the apology.<\/p><div class=\"311fe198f191a864c1efcdfa9efedfdf\" data-index=\"3\" style=\"float: none; margin:0px 0 0px 0; text-align:center;\">\n<div data-type=\"_mgwidget\" data-widget-id=\"1782571\">\r\n<\/div>\r\n<script>(function(w,q){w[q]=w[q]||[];w[q].push([\"_mgc.load\"])})(window,\"_mgq\");\r\n<\/script>\r\n\n<\/div>\n\n\n<div style=\"font-size: 0px; height: 0px; line-height: 0px; margin: 0; padding: 0; clear: both;\"><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m a 16 year old female who lives with my mom for the time being until my dad gets back on his feet so i could come&#8230; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1298,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1296","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1296","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1296"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1296\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1299,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1296\/revisions\/1299"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1298"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1296"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1296"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1296"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}