{"id":13740,"date":"2024-11-19T09:49:45","date_gmt":"2024-11-19T09:49:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/?p=13740"},"modified":"2024-11-19T09:49:45","modified_gmt":"2024-11-19T09:49:45","slug":"desire-to-feel-desirable","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/?p=13740","title":{"rendered":"Desire to Feel Desirable"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-13741\" src=\"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/IMG_6202.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"720\" height=\"900\" srcset=\"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/IMG_6202.jpg 720w, https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/IMG_6202-240x300.jpg 240w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 720px) 100vw, 720px\" \/><\/p><div class=\"311fe198f191a864c1efcdfa9efedfdf\" data-index=\"3\" style=\"float: none; margin:0px 0 0px 0; text-align:center;\">\n<div data-type=\"_mgwidget\" data-widget-id=\"1782571\">\r\n<\/div>\r\n<script>(function(w,q){w[q]=w[q]||[];w[q].push([\"_mgc.load\"])})(window,\"_mgq\");\r\n<\/script>\r\n\n<\/div>\n\n<p>I\u2019ve spent years pouring myself into this relationship, but recently, it feels like I\u2019m invisible. I gave so much\u2014my love, my time, my energy\u2014to make us work, but now I\u2019m left wondering what I have left for myself. I used to feel confident and self-assured, but lately, that woman seems like a stranger. I look in the mirror and try to see the person I once was, the one who radiated passion and strength. But the reflection staring back at me feels like a ghost of who I used to be, and I wonder if I\u2019ll ever feel that way again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div id=\"allow-copy_covered_elem_id_1732009781774\" class=\"allow-copy_cover allow-copy_cover__minimized\" style=\"top: 26px; left: 20px; width: 720px; height: 900px;\" data-check-covered-elem-position-interval=\"10\">\n<ul class=\"allow-copy_cover-actions\">\n<li class=\"allow-copy_cover-action allow-copy_grab-btn\" title=\"Grab Text\"><\/li>\n<li class=\"allow-copy_cover-action allow-copy_copy-to-clipboard-btn allow-copy__hidden\" title=\"Copy full text to clipboard\"><\/li>\n<li class=\"allow-copy_cover-action allow-copy_reset-btn allow-copy__hidden\" title=\"Clear Text\"><\/li>\n<li class=\"allow-copy_cover-action  allow-copy_maximize-btn\" title=\"Maximize\"><\/li>\n<li class=\"allow-copy_cover-action allow-copy_minimize-btn allow-copy__hidden\" title=\"Minimize\"><\/li>\n<li class=\"allow-copy_cover-action allow-copy_beta-icon \" title=\"Sorry :( \nIt is beta functionality.\nIt can works incorrectly.\nTurn off in setting if you dislike it.\">Beta<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p><span class=\"allow-copy__beta-testing-label\" title=\"Sorry :( \nIt is beta functionality.\nIt can works incorrectly.\nTurn off in setting if you dislike it.\">Beta feature<i class=\"allow-copy__settings\">  <\/i><\/span><\/div>\n\n<div style=\"font-size: 0px; height: 0px; line-height: 0px; margin: 0; padding: 0; clear: both;\"><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019ve spent years pouring myself into this relationship, but recently, it feels like I\u2019m invisible. I gave so much\u2014my love, my time, my energy\u2014to make us work,&#8230; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13740","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13740","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13740"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13740\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13742,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13740\/revisions\/13742"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13740"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13740"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13740"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}