{"id":1813,"date":"2024-03-11T22:42:56","date_gmt":"2024-03-11T22:42:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/?p=1813"},"modified":"2024-03-11T22:42:56","modified_gmt":"2024-03-11T22:42:56","slug":"im-a-virgin-at-52-and-it-makes-me-feel-depressed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/?p=1813","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m a virgin at 52 and it makes me feel depressed!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Throwaway account as you can tell from my username. As the title says, I&#8217;m a virgin (52<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1814\" src=\"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/4.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"652\" height=\"819\" srcset=\"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/4.png 652w, https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/4-239x300.png 239w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 652px) 100vw, 652px\" \/> years old, female) and this fact makes me depressed. Growing up I was an introvert and had bad self-esteem, even though I come from a loving family. While I feel like my looks have improved and I&#8217;ve started working out recently, I am still nowhere as good-looking as the popular girls I grew up being surrounded by in school.<\/p><div class=\"311fe198f191a864c1efcdfa9efedfdf\" data-index=\"3\" style=\"float: none; margin:0px 0 0px 0; text-align:center;\">\n<div data-type=\"_mgwidget\" data-widget-id=\"1782571\">\r\n<\/div>\r\n<script>(function(w,q){w[q]=w[q]||[];w[q].push([\"_mgc.load\"])})(window,\"_mgq\");\r\n<\/script>\r\n\n<\/div>\n\n<p>Never been in a relationship because of the reasons mentioned and I haven&#8217;t had the time or chances to meet someone new now because of adult life &#8211; just my job and my usual routine.<\/p>\n<p>I tried using dating apps, but matched with very few people and a lot of times I don&#8217;t know how to talk to them, or they just give half-assed replies that make it hard to keep the conversation going.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve told some people about this and they have been kind, telling me I will find someone but it only makes me even more desperate and impatient, since I don&#8217;t know if my situation will ever change.<\/p>\n<p>Going to a bar and trying to find someone to hook up with is something I&#8217;ve tried before, but I always ended up chickening out and feeling anxious when someone approaches me, and I realised that I wanted someone I know well, but also I don&#8217;t want to wait anymore and just get it over with.<\/p>\n<p>Typing this has been cathartic. If you have made it this far, thank you for reading.<\/p>\n\n<div style=\"font-size: 0px; height: 0px; line-height: 0px; margin: 0; padding: 0; clear: both;\"><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Throwaway account as you can tell from my username. As the title says, I&#8217;m a virgin (52 years old, female) and this fact makes me depressed. Growing&#8230; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1813","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1813","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1813"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1813\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1815,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1813\/revisions\/1815"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1813"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1813"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1813"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}