{"id":18831,"date":"2025-02-18T22:56:53","date_gmt":"2025-02-18T22:56:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/?p=18831"},"modified":"2025-02-18T22:56:53","modified_gmt":"2025-02-18T22:56:53","slug":"love-lost-a-marriage-in-silence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/?p=18831","title":{"rendered":"Love Lost: A Marriage in Silence"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-start=\"40\" data-end=\"199\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-18832\" src=\"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/hic1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1080\" height=\"1350\" srcset=\"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/hic1.jpg 1080w, https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/hic1-240x300.jpg 240w, https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/hic1-819x1024.jpg 819w, https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/hic1-768x960.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1080px) 100vw, 1080px\" \/><\/p><div class=\"311fe198f191a864c1efcdfa9efedfdf\" data-index=\"3\" style=\"float: none; margin:0px 0 0px 0; text-align:center;\">\n<div data-type=\"_mgwidget\" data-widget-id=\"1782571\">\r\n<\/div>\r\n<script>(function(w,q){w[q]=w[q]||[];w[q].push([\"_mgc.load\"])})(window,\"_mgq\");\r\n<\/script>\r\n\n<\/div>\n\n<p>My marriage doesn\u2019t feel like a marriage anymore. My husband has lost interest in me, and I\u2019m starting to wonder if I even deserve his love\u2014or if I ever did.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"201\" data-end=\"482\">At first, I ignored the signs. The way he stopped asking about my day, how his goodnight kisses faded into a simple nod before turning away in bed. I told myself it was just stress, that work was overwhelming him, that this was just a phase. But phases pass\u2014this feels permanent.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"484\" data-end=\"800\">I used to be his priority. Now, I feel like an afterthought. He barely looks at me, barely talks to me, and when I reach for him, there\u2019s nothing but distance between us. I catch him staring at his phone, smiling at messages I\u2019ll never see. I wonder who or what is holding his attention, and why it\u2019s no longer me.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"802\" data-end=\"1087\">I\u2019ve spent countless nights lying awake, questioning myself. Am I not beautiful enough? Not exciting enough? Did I become too predictable, too ordinary? I hate the way these thoughts consume me, how they make me feel like I\u2019m begging for the love of a man who barely notices I exist.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1089\" data-end=\"1292\">But the hardest part is the doubt. Did he ever love me the way I loved him? Was I ever enough for him? Or was I just someone who filled the space in his life until he found something\u2014or someone\u2014better?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1294\" data-end=\"1389\" data-is-last-node=\"\">I don\u2019t have the answers. I just know that I feel alone in a marriage that once felt like home.<\/p>\n\n<div style=\"font-size: 0px; height: 0px; line-height: 0px; margin: 0; padding: 0; clear: both;\"><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My marriage doesn\u2019t feel like a marriage anymore. My husband has lost interest in me, and I\u2019m starting to wonder if I even deserve his love\u2014or if&#8230; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18831","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18831","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18831"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18831\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18834,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18831\/revisions\/18834"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18831"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18831"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/findpath.xyz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18831"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}