With my children living abroad and my husband gone, I find myself facing life alone, a journey I never anticipated would be this challenging. I had always pictured these years spent with him by my side, watching our children’s lives unfold, sharing in each of their milestones together. But now, here I am—a solo school teacher, navigating a world that feels both familiar and completely altered.

Teaching has been my life’s calling, a place where I’ve felt fulfilled and valued. In the classroom, I am surrounded by youthful energy, bright ideas, and a whirlwind of voices. My students give me a purpose, a reason to rise each day and step into the world with renewed hope. Yet, when the school day ends, and I walk into the emptiness of my home, the reality of being alone sets in. The once lively spaces we shared feel hollow, filled with quiet reminders of the life we built and the laughter we shared.

I miss the simple moments—the comfort of a shared meal, the warmth of his presence beside me, and the reassuring touch of his hand in mine. Evenings have become the hardest part of the day. I prepare dinner for one, something I never thought I’d have to get used to, and sit at a table meant for two, with memories often my only company. I sometimes talk to him in my mind, hoping that somewhere, he can hear me. It helps, if only a little.

The distance from my children feels like another layer of loss. I am so proud of them, but I can’t help but feel the sting of missing them. They call and check in, sharing their stories and successes, but the phone isn’t the same as a hug or a shared laugh. Yet, I understand they are creating their own lives, just as I once did, and I try to draw strength from their happiness.

In this chapter of life, I am learning resilience, discovering that while the journey is tough, there is still purpose in each day. The kindness of a student, a quiet morning with a favorite book, and the occasional laughter from a shared memory all remind me that I am still here, still moving forward, even if I’m doing it alone.