I cheated on my husband while we were engaged

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I have the timeline of my husband and I relationship on my profile, but this happened when we were 21 (we are both the same age)

My husband and I got engaged right before I turned 21. As stated in my bio, we have been together since we were 17. He is my high school sweetheart, and I knew when we got together he was going to be the man that I married.

That was until I met Zach. Zach was a good friend of my friend Kasey. Zach and Kasey met at college, and she kept telling me about him, trying to hook me up with him because she didn’t like me husband (and she was kind of a slut who doesn’t look at cheating as wrong. Can’t blame her for it lol). Anyway, Kasey invited me over to a party at her apartment one night. My husband couldn’t go because he worked nights at that time, but insisted I went and have a good time. Kasey told me Zach was going to be there, so I figured I’d just met the guy and get it over with.

Zach was 6’5 and gorgeous as fuck. Absolutely gorgeous. I didn’t look at a man like I looked at him besides my husband in forever. Zach and I hit it off right away. He was sweet, charming, good looking. Honestly just perfect and everything Kasey described to me.

Fast forward a hour or two, i had only had a few drinks so i still was pretty sober.Zach and I decided to go outside and have a cigarette. I had told him about my fiancee, and he seemed like he was very respectful of me being in a relationship. As we were standing outside, he kissed me. Honestly, without hesitation I kissed him back. His lips were so soft, and I just melted into his body. We stood outside for like 20 minutes, just making out. He was also very handsy, which I didn’t mind.

After we went inside the party was pretty dead. I pulled Kasey to the side and told her what happened and she offered up her room for us to have fun. Which I just couldn’t deny. We went upstairs and fucked like animals. His cock was so thick (don’t get me wrong my husband is big but not this big). He made me cum twice, and lasted what felt like forever. I hadn’t had sex like that in so long, and it felt so fucking good. I still get wet thinking about it.

Zach and I continued to hook up for 6 or 7 months after. We would meet up usually 2 or 3 times a week. For a while, I was considering leaving my fiancee for him, but Zach ended up moving away. We even had a pregnancy scare (I know it would’ve been Zachs)

I would change or take back any of it. Honestly, it was the most thrilling and amazing months of my life. I love my husband, but I miss Zach. I think about him almost everyday. We haven’t talked in years, and I always think about texting him.

I long for something like that again. Someone I can be sexually free with. Someone that I have ti sneak around with. The thrill gets me off. Basically, I want to have another affair. I wish it was with Zach, but I’m thinking about putting myself out there. Getting myself a side piece to fuck behind my husband’s back.

Sorry for the long post! Names have been changed in this for autonomy. Thanks for reading

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