For two years, I lived with a secret—a mistake that grew heavier with time. I had an affair with my husband’s friend, a man who had been a part of our lives, our gatherings, our conversations. It started subtly, almost innocently, but before I realized it, lines were crossed, and the deception became a part of my reality. I justified it in moments of loneliness, convinced myself that it didn’t mean I loved my husband any less. But deep down, I knew better.
Then, the inevitable happened. My husband found out. I saw the pain in his eyes, the betrayal settling into his expression like a wound that had been waiting to be inflicted. There were no words strong enough to undo what I had done. No excuses could soften the devastation I caused.
Now, all I want is to make things right. But how do you ask for forgiveness when you’ve shattered someone’s trust so completely? I know that apologies alone won’t be enough. I need to show him—through my actions, my patience, my unwavering commitment—that I regret every moment of my betrayal.
I’m willing to give him the time and space he needs, to answer every painful question, to be completely transparent. I want to prove to him that I am still the woman he once trusted, the woman he married. But is love enough to mend a wound this deep? Can we rebuild what I so carelessly broke? Only time will tell.