My marriage is steady, built on years of trust, companionship, and the kind of comfort that comes from knowing someone inside and out. My husband is a good man—loyal, dependable, the kind of partner any woman would be lucky to have. Our life is predictable, safe. I should be grateful. I am grateful.
But then there’s my boss.
The way he looks at me, the way his voice drops when he speaks to me, the way he moves with an effortless confidence—it all sends a thrill through me that I haven’t felt in years. When he’s near, something inside me wakes up, something wild and reckless, something that has been buried beneath years of routine.
I tell myself it’s nothing. A harmless attraction. A momentary spark. But each interaction with him leaves a mark on me, lingering long after I’ve walked away. My pulse quickens in his presence, my thoughts drift to him at night, and I find myself craving the next moment our paths will cross.
I never thought of myself as someone who could be tempted. I never imagined a day when I’d look at my marriage and feel like something was missing. And yet, here I am, standing at the edge of a desire so consuming that it terrifies me.
Do I push it away, bury it, pretend it isn’t real? Or do I dare to step closer to the fire and see if it burns me alive?