Lately, my marriage has felt like a fading echo, a distant whisper of what it once was. The passion, the excitement, even the smallest gestures of appreciation—I don’t feel them anymore. Once, a simple glance from him could send a rush through me, a casual touch could ignite something electric. Now, it’s all routine. Conversations are brief, eyes barely meet, and I find myself questioning if he even sees me at all.
I stand in front of the mirror, studying my reflection. The woman staring back is still the same, isn’t she? The curves, the softness of my skin, the fire that once made me feel alive—it’s all still there. Or at least, it should be. But when was the last time someone looked at me with admiration? When was the last time I felt truly desired?
The thought lingers as I step out, drawn by an unspoken need. Not for love, not for commitment—just for a sign that I still have that spark. That I can still turn heads, still make someone’s breath hitch for just a second.
In the warm glow of a dimly lit lounge, I notice the way a stranger’s gaze lingers on me, the way his lips curl into a subtle, knowing smile. My pulse quickens. It’s not about him, not really. It’s about me. About proving to myself that I am still worth noticing. Still worth desiring.
And for the first time in a long time, I believe it.