Lately, I’ve felt more like a shadow than a woman—present, but unnoticed. My marriage has lost its warmth, settling into a quiet, indifferent rhythm. The way he used to reach for me, the soft murmur of admiration in his voice, the stolen glances across a room—it’s all gone. I can’t remember the last time he looked at me like he saw me. Like he wanted me.
It isn’t about needing grand gestures. I don’t expect candlelit dinners or poetic confessions. I just want something—a touch, a look, a word—to remind me that I’m still captivating. That I’m still worth desiring. That I haven’t just faded into the background of my own life.
As I slip into a dress that once made me feel irresistible, I hesitate. Do I still have that power? That presence? I smooth my hands over the fabric, willing myself to believe that I do.
Stepping out into the night, I feel the cool air on my skin, awakening something inside me that’s been dormant for too long. And then, it happens—a lingering gaze from across the room, a slow, appreciative smile from a stranger who doesn’t know my story but sees me nonetheless.
It’s not about him. It’s about the way it makes me feel. Like I still have that spark. Like I am still a woman worth noticing.
And for the first time in a long time, I feel alive again.