For the first time since I married 15 years ago I thought I wanted to stop cheating. For roughly 45 days I was loyal not a very long time. But when you have cheated regularly, and usually at least weekly over the course of your entire dating life that was a lifetime lol.

I tried to and for the first 2 – 3 weeks it was pretty easy normal life went on and I simply didn’t even contact any of my usual fucks. Then after about a month and only having sex with my Husband and using my toys I began to start craving bigger dick again, more satisfying dick, dick other than my Hubby’s. At about the 4 week mark I began watching cheating porn. At 5 weeks I was talking to one of my old fuck buddys. And right around week 6 he was bending me over my martial bed plowing my unused and unsatisfied pussy.

I had posted about why I cheated before, I’m very insatiable, and it’s not really my hubbys fault. Sure he is small, doesn’t last long and not capable of a total destroying of my pussy. But I love him very much. I’ve dated those guys with the BIG dick and the guys that can totally fuck amazing. And I’ve cheated on all of them. Every last Boyfriend, fiancée (2) and my hubby.

My desire to cheat is that I love the feeling of cheating. The feeling of someone else pushing that big dick into my dirty married pussy. That is supposed to be reserved for my husband. That desire is deep and this was more of an experiment to really see how long I could go. I knew I wouldn’t or wasn’t swearing off cheating for life. But I wanted to see how long before I would desire a new dick or a different dick. So while I lasted 45 days it was really 3 weeks before the desire was there. The burning desire to be fucked by someone else other than that if the one I pledged myself too.