“I told him to choose between his wife and me. I called his wife and told her that I am with her husband and… -Hello! I wanted to share with you a story of mine that is consuming my thoughts. I can never believe that my life has turned out this way, as I am unable to find a solution to anything. All I can do is cry and cry, and that’s all I do. I have no strength left for anything else. Two years ago, I had a personal family issue, and I didn’t know where I was. By chance, I met someone who begged me for a coffee. After a long time, I had coffee and it felt like someone was protecting me, giving me courage, and staying close to me.”

Every day he wrote to me about how I was, I had never seen that person with such eyes, with which I could create something, or feel, or establish a connection. Time passed, feelings arose, but I was grounded even though my heart couldn’t be stopped. He fell in love despite having a family. Every day I pushed him away crying, telling him to go home because I couldn’t take it anymore and I was going crazy. I only saw him crying saying he couldn’t do it anymore, he couldn’t stay without me, he had fallen in love. I made up all kinds of things and invented stories to push him away but it was impossible!

Over a year and a half, even though I loved him so much, I left crying, my mind didn’t want to be with him. I was conscious and terribly wrong, his words were “I can’t speak prematurely because I will come out as a fool but know that I love you very much and want to be with you all my life!” For a year and a half, he didn’t let me meet anyone or have coffee with anyone. I felt like I was going crazy and to push him away I needed to seek help knowing it would hurt but it would end with pain. That night a debate ensued and I told him, “listen, I will call your wife and leave me alone or I will kill myself.” He continued not caring about what I said, “go ahead.” The next day I call her and ask her, “do you know who your husband is and where he is? Because he is stalking me because he loves you and keeps you there. I can’t find peace from him,” she said okay I will handle it. I don’t know what I did out of anger I didn’t understand but I took the phone. She was screaming, crying endlessly wanting her daughter at home, bring my daughter home! She made a scandal telling my family members she wants her daughter because your child drove my wife away. A terrible situation! She told me after May 1st she would only take her because she is 8 years old but swore she hadn’t touched her for a year and a half, every day because of the daughter. She took her and came to meet me but every day was arguments and fights, I wanted my life, my children, he wouldn’t accept the fact of me getting engaged or married, he was going mad.