I’m sleeping with 3 men behind my husbands back and he has no idea. I tell myself I’ll stop but I can’t fckn help myself.
I’m seriously considering couciling. He works away so I have 4 weekends alone every month. The kids are at school and I spend my time. (And my legs … thanks). Between real life and being a sl*t. I’m taking more risks to try and satisfy me. I don’t feel good after. The shame is a killer. But the lead up and the act puts me out of control. I have one friend that knows. (she is much worse than me…….) I wish I didn’t feel so guilty. I wish I just had my husbands permission .