I’ve been married for 10 years. In the early years, my husband treated me badly and was unfaithful. Being young and in love, I forgave him, and we went on to have children and build a life together. However, about 5-6 years into the marriage, feelings of resentment began to surface. The pain of his past actions lingered, and I started having urges to reach out to other men behind his back. Despite these feelings, I tried to focus on our family and work through my emotions. It’s been a complex journey, balancing forgiveness with the hurt that still resides in my heart.